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Wednesday, September 27, 2006

because damnit, those words hurt. so much you have no idea. you have no idea how much you've put me through, how much i had to put up
with thanks to you. and you have no idea how i still manage to go to school every single day laughing and smiling my ass off, pretending nothing ever happened.
you have no idea how i just laugh it off, everything that you put me through.
do you know how much effort it takes to do that?
you have no idea how hard it was to get back on my feet on my own each time i fell, because of you.
you have no idea how much i just felt like giving up every single time.
you have no idea how it feels like bottling up every single thing and when i do open up, you accuse me of such things.
you don't know a single thing about whats going on with me and my friends in school, please don't jump to conclusions.
and i'm expected to face all the effing blame and consequences that you put me through.
like fuck, damnit.
HAHAHAHAHA its okayyyyyyyyy. no wait, everything is okay. HAHAHAHA god nadiah, you suck. HAHAHAHA sorry, i just need to laugh now. HAHAHAHA lets play hide and seek. i'll be hiding in the toilet, away from the whole world. HAHAHAHA dammnit. life's beautiful ain't it?

 i love dee!((((:

haha my aunt from indonesia and her family came to Singapore and stayed in our house for like a month to give birth to their newborn baby. and they've got a son who's one year old who's super cuteeeeeee! even though he makes so much noise and screams and cries every single time and keep biting me, haha i still love him! and now that they've left, the house feels so quiet. no one to make me smile when i reach home anymore. no one to look forward to go home to anymore. but one thing that i learnt from their stay here is that a mother's love to their child can never amount to any other love in this world. the amount of pain it took to carry us in their stomachs for nine long months, then deliver us into this world, the burden they had to face breastfeeding us and looking after us each time we cried, the burden changing our diapers each time, looking after us through all these years. and yet we never failed to disappoint them and break their hearts time and time again. and though we broke their hearts again and again, they still love us. the effort they put to make things better each time. we never really took the time to appreciate our mothers for everything they've done for us. and we never told our mother how much we loved them. those three words are always neglected. i love you mummy(: i know i never said it to you enough, but i do.



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